So after racking my brains for weeks (well in between the dramatic medical emergency on Black Friday) I’ve decided the best thing for me to do is to stay living with my mom so I can go to school in Lubbock. That way I can help her out (i.e. in case of another medical emergency) and I won’t have to worry about paying bills and what not (that’s always nice, right)

My other option was to go to Colorado with my boyfriend and work my ass off to go to school and still be able to eat at night. Most of the income would come from him (he’s military) but it wouldn’t be enough for the two of us unless we get married (I’m not even turning on that road yet, haha) So I’ll have to deal with living in a field for at least another year or so.

In the long run I’ll be happy, I’m sure.

But I just want to know what will happen to my relationship.